Lonesome Dove

I love being alone most of the time. I enjoy being able to think clearly without anyone else persuading my thoughts. I like spending time with my Jesus.. outside of a church service. I really do enjoy just sitting, or walking, or riding my bike... talking to Jesus. It's a beautiful thing. He doesn't always talk back, (or maybe I'm just not listening...) but the times I hear Him clearly... I wouldn't trade it for the world. 

Other times I wish there were other people around. Not a lot, just a few. A few good people who know what I'm talking about, and understand my quirky off the wall sense of humor. (Though that's a lot to ask of someone... considering the fact that sometimes I don't even get what I'm saying.) There are a couple people who I know that I can be myself around, no strings attached. Then there are the few that I wish I could let see that side of me. There's one particular person that I wish for most of all. 

Ohwell.

"Don't wait, the road is now a sudden sea.. and suddenly you're deep enough to lay your armor down."

This was pointless, indeed.